Your in my

Your in my head, your in my heart but, your not here with me. Whoa-a-a. I loved you, yeah, you loved me back, we made a good couple. Why’d we split like this? Why’d we get split up by death? Whoa-a-a. It shouldn’t have went down like that. Whoa-a-a. Yeah-h-h but you always gunna be in my heart, right beside me, through thick and thin. Even if I can’t touch you, I always know your in me somewhere, deep inside me or right out in the open, keeping my heart nice an safe. Whoa-a-a. You’ll never leave me, yeah, you’ll never leave my heart.

Y-y-yeah lets put it down like this. I loved this guy, yeah, he loved me back. We were a real good couple. We were tight like peanut butter and jelly. He was the peanut butter, yeah, he was the peanut butter. And I was the jelly, yeah, I was the jelly. You wanna know how we got spilt? Well, even if you don’t imma tell you anyways. The peanut butter died, yeah, the peanut butter died. That’s definitely to young of age to die. I mean seriously, the boy was 16. Whoa-a-a. way to young to die-e-e. he was a good guy, he didn’t do anything wrong. Whoa-a-a. Yeah. He should still be alive. Yeah, because he had no reason to die. Whoa-a-a. Peace out y’all. I’m out.

(This one is kinda a song)

By Sarah Ford <3

Every..

Every night I cry,
Every night I think where are you in my life?
Every night I think oh yea, your in heaven,
Every night I feel my heart, cause I know your there protecting me,
Every night I stare up thinking of you.

Everyday your in my head,
Everyday your in my thoughts,
Everyday your right beside me,
Every thought I can’t touch you,
You’ll still be right by my side.

Every morning I wake up thinking of you,
Every morning I wake up and look up at my ceiling,
I think your up there protecting me while I sleep,
I smile up at you, but then the tears come to my eyes,
They go streaming down my face like a waterfall,
Sometimes there sad tears ,
Sometimes there happy tears,
But mostly there sad tears,
As I do this all I hold my heart, thinking of you.

By Sarah Ford <3

It’s the…

It’s the heart afraid of breaking,
That never learns to dance,
It’s the dream afraid of waking,
That never takes a chance,
It is the one who won’t be taken,
Who can’t seem  to give,
And the soul afraid of dying,
That never learns to live.

By Sarah Ford <3

Small fee

I was in pieces,
Now suddenly I am whole,
I strain, I fight,
Only your invisible hold is too tight,
My heart now beats,
Where it did not before,
I swear you entered my very core,
Throughout life, my eyes were closed,
While I ignored the warnings posed,
In desperation, I take you,
Realizing I have let in so few,
Slowly, you release me,
I thrash in the returning darkness,
While you, my love, disappear,
Now suddenly, I see you in need,
Only my heart I heed,
Following my love through alleys,
To save, to protect,
And again I am yours,
Radiance beams from me to you,
Suddenly, I feel my pain was a small fee.

By Sarah Ford <3

What did you expect?

You came into my life,
As quickly as you left,
You grabbed a cutting knife,
And sliced right through my chest.

You didn’t mean to hurt me,
But what did you expect?

My heart now cut in two,
It feels beyond repair,
Injury done by you,
God, life just isn’t fair.

You didn’t mean to hurt me,
But what did you expect?

So here we are, just friends,
But I long to be more,
Desire with no end,
Throbbing from my core.

You didn’t mean to hurt me,
But what did you expect?

By Sarah Ford <3

Tasting the raindrops

Looking in your eyes,
I feel myself falling in love with you,
You said I love you,
And I said it too.

We went to our very own special spot,
For no real reason at all,
We sat and talked and looked at one another,
And then the rain began to fall.

We could have left just as quick as we came,
But no, you wanted to stay in the rain,
You asked me a question I’ll never forget,
Have you ever tasted the raindrops?

I looked at you funny and you gave me a sigh,
The cutest look, as I wondered, why?
Why, did you ask me to taste the rain?
Well, what did I have to lose or gain?

I watched you with a careful eye,
And did the same as you,
You were looking up at the cloudy sky,
But my eyes were stuck to you like glue.

I lifted my head at the sky,
And closed my eyes really tight,
Just as I thought felt a raindrop,
You suddenly held me tight.

I opened my eyes with slight alarm,
As you kissed me soft and sweet,
I remember that kiss like it was yesterday,
I still feel those raindrops on my cheek.

I tasted the rain like I never had before,
It was worth every second of bliss,
Every time I think of that moment,
I think of my raindrop kiss.

We sat close together on that one special rock,
And we held each other tight,
Then almost as sudden as it came,
The sun came out from beneath the rain.

The most beautiful colours I’ve ever seen,
Came out on the western sky,
The sun was setting and the moment was perfect,
More than any money can buy.

As the sun slowly set and the sky lit up,
You began carving our names in our special rock,
I told you I would never forget this moment,
In my heart this memory is locked.

As our names were finished and permanently engraved,
We watched the sun finish it’s day,
We slowly got up to leave this place,
Which was a year ago this may.

I haven’t been to that spot in a year,
Where did all the time go?
I will visit this place alone this time,
And I will finally have to let go.

The memory will be in my heart forever,
But you will not remain in my mind,
I don’t know if that love, will be seen again,
For that love I cannot find.

I will go to this spot as we promised we would,
But you will not be there this time,
Why is it that you can’t keep your promise,
I know that I’m keeping mine.

Never again will I taste the raindrops,
The way I did with you,
And when I go to this spot again,
I will say goodbye to you.

By Sarah Ford <3

Like the diamond

You are like the diamond,
You glimmer and glow,
And shines so brightly,
Some, like me, draw close,
To feel your warmth, your heat,
Only to find none.

You are like the diamond,
You are bright and strong,
But you have no warmth, or love,
It’s a terrible game,
To play with people’s hearts,
Like mine.

You are like the diamond,
You will last longer than most,
But you will have no love,
No warmth to back up that bright light,
So what kind of life will that be?
Besides long?

Will you regret it someday?
Regret being so much like the diamond,
Regret being so cold,
And look for me,
And find me gone?
Can I ever leave?

No, I can never leave you,
I am drawn to this bright light,
This false sense of warmth you give,
I keep wishing and hoping.
That someday, you will give warmth,
But, this will never be.

Diamonds last forever.

By Sarah Ford <3